Even waking up makes me feel really terrible these couple of days. Browsing social media can sometimes make it feel even worse, especially when you the people around are the ones who pushed into believing that ending my own life would be like a "social responsibility" of some sort, even if they never explicitly say so. As much as how much I want to get professional help, this pandemic isn't helping at all either and demotivates me to visit one even more.



As much has this "just look away lmao" thing, it has gone down into addiction checking them everyday. It just feels like a chore

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